Is not getting any easier. It’s taken me two days just to write this because I can’t face any activity. I sleep until 3 because I don’t want to see the day. I eat to fill up time. I can’t read, focus, concentrate, stand up. I can’t do anything. I am fatigued and miserable and it isn’t because of my family, or Emma’s death, or unemployment. It is because of my depression and there is nothing I can do. I keep taking my tablets and taking supplements and trying to go out but it isn’t working.
I’m sorry if I’m not around. But I am not very well. xo